So, hey guys! what's up? it feels like i haven't written in here since forever! My week's been purty good so far! But today was really funny this morning! on the bus ride, the whole time, josh was so freakin out of it, it was so funny! and him being like that made me get really hyper, so a person that's high put together with a person that's hyper is really funny... the bus driver is so funny! well... she's not funny but it's funny to watch josh bother the living crap out of that woman... we have the 3017 bus driver now... we have ms. Sheila! Oh JOY!! lol... when we were gettin off the bus, she goes(to Josh) "so , you trying to be a little pimp now, huh?" and he goes "no, I'm white! I can't be a pimp!" lol i thought it was really funny...

When i got to school, i went and hung out with Justy Poo! HAHA! i love that name.. hehe... and we here huggin n all that gravy n then one of the teachers saw him, and she made him go hug a freakin pole!!! haha!!! it was so funny... but he wasn't huggin it, he just stood next to it... it was so funny... then, after that, in Mrs. Zoda's E period class, me n melissa decided to switch names for the day! haha! so we were reading, and mrs.zoda assigned me the part for narrator 2, and melissa for narrorator 3, but since we switched names, we thought it'd be funny to switch parts too, so we did... but no one really noticed... except for mrs. zoda i think... i well, who gives a hoot... and then i went to deputy peters' office for f period, since i'm an aide f period and ms. sorg wasn't there today, and i stole all his freakin girl scout cookies... i know where he hides em, so i took em and ate em! woo hoo! but those were my last cookies i'll eat for a WHILE, cuz both me and my mom are going on diets... she's been on one, but i'm going on one now, cuz i need to lose weight, and now i'm working out, so i can get rid of all my belly fat... i'm especially doing this cuz in the summer, i'm gonna have sum pool parties, and i have to make sure i'm in good shape for that, and cuz i'm going to California over da summa!!! WOO HOO!!! I'm goin to Cali.. that's so awesum! my dad even said we're gonna go to Laguna Beach.. can't wait!

So... yeah, i'm eating healthy now, and i'm startin to lose weight... i'm so happy that i am cuz i gotta look good over the summer! i'm gonna start gittin n shape now, then get a tan when i'm in california, and when i get back to school, when it's time to go to high school, woo buddy will i be lookin HOT!!! haha... lol... i can't wait til high school! Well, i gtg and get off before my dad comes home and i get n truble 4 being on the compooper... ttyl! Luv Y'all!!!! ^*^-Kiwi-^*^

Ahh... i feel so special..... melissa knows why!!! hehe... that's all i have to say for today i guess

Hey guys, what's up? I'm doin nothin really but hangin out with melissa, since she's over here... but yeah... i'm so happy!!! cuz now that me n branden agreed on bein just friends, that means i can go out with other people now! WOOO HOOO!!!!!! Like... ah hem... JUSTIN!!!

for some reason... i feel soo unloved right now... i see all these cute couples holding each other tight, and lasting for a long time... why can't i have the same thing? it makes me wonder... am i not good enough for that or something? i must not be... i mean... people say i'm hot(the guys do! drr) but can they look beyond that? i've got more to me than looks... i just wish that people could see that. I really do wish that he could be the guy that stands in a crowd of friends, and as i pass, say "look. that's her." and not be ashamed. I've been crying so much... I wish i had someone that would be like that.

By the way, Addie and Julianna, whatever happened to you today... i'm really sorry and i'm here for you if you ever want to talk about it. I'm a really good listener. It hurts me 2 c people cry... and when i saw y'all crying it made me want to cry... I hope y'all feel better. Luv y'all. Bye everybody-- Kiwi--

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hey y'all... my parents are thinking about moving to Arizona... PLEASE pray for me and pray that i don't move... cuz i can't move away from all of y'all! I'm sooo sad about this whole thing... so please try to cheer me up... cuz u might not see me ever again if i move... some of you might like the fact that i'm leaving, but o well... screw you. lol jk. Yeah, last night we were at applebee's and my dad kept botherin me cuz he knows that i don't want to move... and he kept saying all this crap, he was all like "well, when we move to arizona, you can have your guys hotter, if you know what i mean(cuz it's really hot in arizona), so he was tryin to be funny but it pissed me off SOOO bad! and then he was all like "when you get into high school at arizona, you can take 'heat-stroke cpr', and cactus cooking class," and all this crap, trying to make me laugh but it ticked me off EXTREMELY bad! i know that i don't wanna move... i'd die if i did! seriously...

 So what've y'all been up to? Not much here.. I'm trying to save up money to buy a good cell phone, like a cingular... I found one that i really like but it's so expensive! but there's another one that i like and doesn't cost much... but oh well... i'm aiming high and trying to save up money for the good one... it's a camera phone! so then that way i can put pix of me n here! lol... heck yes! But yeah, seriously... i need to start saving up money to get a better cell phone... i HATE having a pre-payed phone! it's about driving me INSANE!!! lol... i can't stand how i have to pay AS I GO or whatever... i'd rather pay for my minutes, and git it over with... But yeah, if i wanna get a good phone, i have to save up like... over 100 dollars cuz my parents said that i have to raise the money on my own! freakin idiots! lol...

Omg i am starting to get sick of my dad... HE'S DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! he keeps talking about how if i don't turn in all my work he'll be soo pissed n all that stupid crap! it's driving me insane! And he said SUPPOSIVELY that he went online and checked my grades, and i have an F! i've turned in all my missing assignments, so i dunno what the crap he's talking about! and it's gettin me really really mad... lately me and my dad haven't been gettin along... can u tell?

So what r y'all doing?  I've been so bored! and i haven't really eaten anything the past week cuz i've been sick so i'm starving my little buttox off! lol... but i just made myself a really good dinner... i think i'm about to puke cuz i ate so freakin much! I made pasta salad and some hotwings... they were really good! i want to eat more but i don't wanna stuff myself like a pig or anything... lol

wow my dad just had a total b.f... and my mom's agreeing with him... so no one's on my side! Damn it i hate my family sometimes! i don't know what i'm going to do... i want to run away, but there's no family willing to keep me and take care of me like actual parents would, ya know? well... i'll talk to y'all later when i'm in a better mood... bye y'all... everything's really gettin old... extremely old... n my dad says I'M the one with the attitude... he says i have a 'Dive Attitude'! can u believe that? i think he's PMSing or somethin... but he's gettin me mad...

So ... life sux... but Napolean Dynomite rox! lol... so what have y'all been up to? i've been soo bored lately... and there's not much to do... especially since i'm grounded! But... i talk to some of my closest friends on the phone when my parents aren't home... so that's good enough for me... sorta...